感触

刚看了几集法网诅击，每当看到杨怡和谢天华在戏里的拍拖过程，我还是忍不住流泪。真的很感触！！让我连想到很多很多我们以前的美好回忆。有开心，伤心，吵架，热恋，种种情节，我们都有经历过。当时我在想，我和你的感情就这样结束，会很可惜吗？想了又想，想了又想，眼泪流了几滴。 最后还是接受事实吧！我们只好实现我们自己所定下的目标。

对不起！

friend???

什么回事？？是我的错？？还是什么事？？没有天理！！！尽然没人帮我！！！惨！！！

chamn...!!!

chamn la..!!!assignment due date coming...KLWMBC coming......BEBE next week come to KL also...
am i possible to allocate time to them equally???haizz...still got 4 days AMA assignment draft due date jor...how???almost die die die...!!!I really hope that i can pass all subject easily as last year la..!!!!a lot of problem problem problem..!!!how.??
help help help!!!!!!!!!

sad!!

没人缘，就是没人缘。不用强求！只好见步行步！

my wish...

我想要人缘好！！！富有！！！

!!!

妒忌心太重了！！改！！小气！！！改！！自私！！！改！！！

What happen???

wat happen to me? this few days i very blur..suddenly everything happen together....blur.....the important thing is....i very very hate my attitude....lazy....treat friend very good.....treat gf badly....think too much....all these attitude i also hate...but y all attitude happen to me??i don wan this happen...u very very good....can bear my attitude so long...really really good jor....i change a lot a lot....i am getting bad ...how....???how to change back myself??i really don noe wat i am doing now.....a good good gf infront of me, y i treat her badly..???y???i noe that is my problem....but y?? is that my attitude???or wat???how???i wan cry now......!!!i wan to put all thing away....but!!!...feel that hurt her so much......should i ???i think she can get a better life.....is that good????i don noe....!!!!i know i wrong...i also noe u already try ur best ......y i still treat u bad bad badly???the thing is getting serious....dear dear....i don noe wat to do....!!! i noe the main problem is come out from me.....all my wrong....but....i don wan to see ur so san fu...i don wan u to treat me so good.....i don wan i don wan....but...u will very very very very hurt...really.....i don wan u get hurt....sorry dear dear...i treat u bad bad bad.....i see u....i juz can think that u treat me good...and i treat u badly....how long the matter still can continue????u still can bear it???i can change???give me comment plz....plz... and plz....i already very very hate myself jor...how??
how to finish it and don make u hurt???i see u so san fu...i also very san fu.....i noe wat u ask me to do be4.....ask me change....but...don noe y...i cant cant cant change...that is automatic happen....how???....u wan finish it???don noe y....i wanna give up jor....very very sad now.....not u wrong....u really very very good...is my wrong....i am not a good bf......finish it or don wan finish it....u decide???or how????sad sad and sad......my tear is coming out from my eye....hehe....is the decision better for us??or that is not a good decision???i really don noe...i don dare to make this decision...i don wan u get hurt ar.....!!!!!!!!!!!how...!??????